Sunday

NOrmally I love Sundays Its the day my roommates nad I call family day and after they get out of church we all have a BBQ watch football and hang well this is our last Sunday as roommates and now no one is even speaking. Aren't we past this childish game of being cranky that someone woke you up at 4 in the morning. We have 5 days left together its been occuring for a year and now you want to complain and be miserable about it. Really leaves me very distrought as I had big plans for today and now everyone is being stupid. The funny part is I had nothing to do with the 4 in the morning occurance but its affecting me! Oh well Im just being sassy today cause Im not getting my way and Im emotional about everyone going their seperate ways. SOrry o cry about it just had to get it off my chest since no one is around
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still no word on this job yet!! My fingers are crossed really tight!!! But still not a drop of anything about it yet!!!! im getting nervouse

4 to 1

its almost the end I have 4 days to finish packing the past 5 years of my life and this place is starting to look empty!! Rob and Feet already have furnished their place and hes got almost everything out of here! Money is awaiting with Q for the last moment Ive shipped boxes but DAMN i have so many things! I have discovered things that I do not know why I still have them. A key ring with keys to Jetnetwork and to the apartment I had a brief stay at with my former heartbreaker! Why did I have these why did I find them? garbage they are as I leave behind all tha negative energy and progress forward. All these pictures of past years people Ill never speak to again decorating my walls! again what for? My closet!! well lets just say I have donated a wardrobe to someone else at this point! Damn did I really need it all or did I keep it cause I had this fabulous huge ass closet??? either way it doesn't fit the new swag and the city I'm going for so off it goes! But damn I can say Im not gonna miss the toilet paper wars! or am I????
Packing all this up brings crazy thoughts to my head about what the hell was I thinking and other thoughts of damn Ive had sooo much fun and truly accomplished so much! Im going to miss this house and this hood! Its insane how im going back home but this feels like Im leaving home. They say home is where the heart it not just your shoes but Then my heart is pretty tore! This week I have to say good bye to some very close friends and let them venture off in their own positive directions! ahhhhhhh


sorry Im always yapping about my move but im so into it!!! It consumes me! and I think its wonderful!!!!

what a blessing

Today I woke up feeling like 500K not a Million bucks but 500K!! Wed night at the Martini Bar did me in! I had a wonderful time with Erika and Money which I always do! I love those girls. Everyone else bailed out as usual! its okay though I know not everyone has time to get as plaster and spend the entire next day feeling it! Ouch but it was worth it! So after my fabulous roommates and homeboi all aided me back to health today I was feeling the magic!! I sent out an uplifting text to spread the joy and everyone was feeling it! adidas went great I was a superstar in my few short hours! and then finishing the day slaving at the Mohgany grill well lets just say the pay out was well worth it! all and all I had a fabulous one! Not to mention my new amazing hair cut prolly gives me a pep in my step!!! damn Im a lucky one
MUAH!

ninja

I like to play this game with people and I call it  what would you and why... We ask each other silly fantasy questions and answer why you made your decision. It always fun to answer one of my favorite questions is if you could drive a car in a shape of your choice or design what would it be? My answer is an open toe high heel!! The open toe is convertible!! heheheh and my other question I love is what do you wish your secret hidden talent was......

I wish I could breakdance !!! Ive always been so amazed by it since I was younger so I would love to be able to do a headspin or at least a windmill!!! It is a close dream since my friends break and try to teach me but my other secret fantasy is that I was a ninja! I would suit up and do flips off of objects and be extra stealthy!!! My imagination soars as I plot ways to sneak attack my co-works in the fish bowl....... Imagination is meant to wonder

What would your secret talent be????

Mr. President

Well tomorrow is the big day for Obama! He is going to be sworn into Office as our President! it is amazing for me to be at an age to not only have been a part but to completely be able to grasp how momumentous this occassion really is! We live in a country where we are taught that we can be free and open minded and up until now that has been mere hear say! But we are actually living not only the dream of Mr King but the dream that all of us new aged hipsters has been looking forward to! and that is the idea of being equals! Its not a reality that racism is dead and prejudice doesn't exist that is a mear dream still. But with this ingoaration it is a step closer to bridging the gap with our differences! So tomorrow when we all pledge alligence to the flag we are in fact pledging our growth as a country and a scoiety. Moving forward leaps and bounds compared to some of our neighboring countries and offering to stand up and lead by example. It pains me there are still people who will see this as negative and not welcome this new aged politics with open arms But hey we can't win them all! This step is at least a huge step!

even if you never show it

today in my hang with Kea she asked me how I felt initially about the move and I shared my thoughts on all angles of the move. Including the bom bom bom Joseph thoughts. aka Juice Hollar! So many of my friends continually think that he is even in the running as a reason for me to travel to the big apple. I am sorry to disappoint the spectators but not he is not. Yes he will live there and yes the city is big enough for the two of us! But that is my past that was what once was and is not what will be! It is the truth from deep in my body cavity! I AM PAST THAT portion of my life and then Kea shared that it is important to face our greatest fear! If for nothing more then growth! and well that where I am growing through the cracks like a tree in Brooklyn!