Thursday, June 24, 2010

Lyrical traffic jam

New York city is filled with activities and the random ones that pop up always seem to be the most fun! Tonight we got to visit the 305 for a few hours at the Pit Bull show hosted at the Nokia theator in times square. We walked in all access it was fun!

It is always nice to be swept off my feet and feel the days I spent in Miami. My life there was fabulous and my life here is as well. Above all it was nice to see an old aquiantice as part of the tour and big things happening for them! This transiton period I always seem to be in is getting exhausting the traffic jam of life is like HELLOOOOOO can we stop with the red lights???
Im ready to move forward and so is everyone around me! Can we get a green light no one wants to be sitting in idel and no one wants to be cruising at a speed thats faster then fast but a nice comfortable speed on green would be great.
My laziness yet again is getting the best of me! Its time world for me to step my game up and start using the talents I have are you ready?? i am

green light please

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

its going so fast!!!

You wake up and your an adult what happen to Saturday morning cartoons and when your biggest problem is that your pb & j got smushed before lunch? NOw Saturdays consit of work to pay bills. You try to escape debt after college and everyone starts getting married and we go from living at home to paying our own mortgages.

Going home to Milford always makes me feel like a kid again. My mom makes my bed cooks us all breakfast and we all sit at the table and eat together. The table use to only have 4 of us but my how we have grown!! now Chris comes with Lyndsay cause they are married, my brother is there with his GF, My dad is a regular fixture at the table now. We hardly have space for everyone. What use to be just Lyndsay and I kicking it in the back yard has become me going to her house that she owns and I'm so proud of.

I remember my parents never letting me drive their cars and giving me curfews now they say take the keys and watch out for deer. They can't really give us rules any more!! We are all on our own! Where the hell does the time go???? Im proud ofhow well we have all grown but damn

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

virginia is for lovers

what an amazing weekend!!! my best friend married her best friend and i couldn't have planned it any better in my mind! It was a completely magical weekend all around! It was nice to escape to VA beach! I most likely would never have pinned that as a city if this event hadn't occurred so I'm glad that we did it there!

I learned about Cornhole and how difficult not eating meat can be when your traveling. We enjoyed the weekend away with friends and family its was an intimate gathering of 45-50. She wore a simple white flowy halter and he wore a white button down with cargos. Polo tees for the man of Honor and best man. I cried like a little baby way to much! Beach wedding with our toes in the sand and the waves crashing is just the way she wanted it! They have been together for 8 years and I've loved it from the start!

We danced the night away and tanned on the beaches. Getting snipped at by a crab and fish hooking her dad across the dance floor were definite highlights. But just looking at each other and seeing how much we have grown and how amazing our friendships are really puts the smile on my face.

The non traditional nature of the event made it all the more enjoyable. i can't wait to see pictures and be included in next years anniversary trip!!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

tis the season

Its happening for me I think this might be the first. Lyndsay is getting married one of my closest friends is taking the I do forever vow. This Thursday I'm flying to VA beach to partake in the action. I'm really excited but its kinda eye opening at the same time. I am no where near house wedding kids and its fine with me. I am just so excited to share this special day with her. We planned this when we were 16 and she first fell for Chris who would have thought almost 9 years later it would be happening. Its very magical the idea that the first guy to sweep her off her feet at the ski lift will be walking down the sandy isle all these years later. ( ahhh sighhhh day dreaming)

I can't wait for the small close beach wedding steele drums and cake. Its going to be a really amazing weekend and I'm looking forward to spending time with my best friend as she prepares for her big day. We are gonna relax in the pool beach and just take it all in while we TAN. I don't want to call it a fairytale because she would hate that. But you know what it feels amazing and it almost feels unreal!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

getting answers

Well we sometimes get the answers and they aren't the ones we want to hear. This week I got answers to posing questions and ugh i wasn't happy.

First my job opted to not approve my going to Miami for a few weeks. That was a heart breaking blow more so because I really felt like it was going to be a positive work experience. That I was gonna get some real time to shine and learn :(. But perhaps I will get a better opportunity in the winter months and get to enjoy my sunny nyc and the calexico cart for the summer time.

I also got inouch with money and her response wasn't what I wanted to hear because it was heart breaking but Im glad we responded messages and the air seems a lil more clear! still some work to do and we are gonna do it I know we are. She needs a friend and Im not gonna walk away when she needs me Im gonna break through and fix it!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

waiting around

Things don't happen to you if you sit around and wait! You need to make moves and open your mouth. Which I'm normally pretty good about so now i'm sitting and impatiently awaiting the answer from work.

My only problem is that i'm on a life waiting list of my own. I'm not sure what I want next.ugh its the worst feeling I've managed to get to the city i wanted have the perfect apartment! ( no seriously this is an NYC castle) and i love my job. But i need to know what's next... THINK DREAM find another goal hummmmmmm im gonna use my quiet time to think.