Welcome to my Puerto Rico

not exactly a private jet just yet but at least i got to walk to tar mat and bid see you later to my island until we meet again

Th beach is not the only place to gather your thoughts but as you peer down the mountian side and your eyes follow the hills that seem never ending your mind gets lost in the thoughts. It was truly calming standing in the wind a top the mountian side by side with my primas y primos

mi isla how wonderful and breath taking it was! I was all smiles from ear to ear feeling the warm sun kiss my skin and the cool breaze whisk against me I fel safe at the top of the dangerous mountian side like nothing else was there.

wise old owl

Sometimes it is just what it is.
A feeling someone gives you butterflies because its a reminder of how special something can be.
No need for us to over annalze every moment.

At 23 you should be content with dating and meeting people face to face. I don't think any fairytale had a princess on her laptop at midnight searching for a man. I also know no princess was working 2 jobs and going to school. let it happen in time.

don't be taken back when someone offers you good advice everyone comes in your life for different reasons be greatful

smile

its okay to forgive and be friends with someone that hurt you but keep your gaurd up and don't let them in your safe zone; moving on is tough especially after love but don't dwell take the lessons be a good person and well don't give them the opportunity to hurt you

whats drama???

love hurts its hard it smells it feels great but its not a hobby or something to obsess over it happens in time and remember there are different loves for different people

let it out! share it with the world on some level or another

xoxox

paz y amor

You dont get to pick your family. you don't get to change who you were born to and who else is in your tree. Some of us never know the people so they say those of us who have any kinda of relationship with the people in our tree should be consider it a blessing. I always have or at least recently. ive explored more into the love of family i felt hurt when i was younger bothered by things that occured. It was never as bad as it could have been. Never have I had to live through the things my parents lived through and fought to keep me from.

Puerto Rico was a deep emotional ride. 1 week 1 house 1 family. 1 big mess for some 1 big deep breath of fresh air for others. My girlie prima lindas and I really bonded although they speak spanish i speak english we made it work. i truly have a love for those girls. Because of who they are and i will make sure to protect them as much as i can. Not with my muscles or strength from someone but with my positivity towards life. I have been blessed to be positive and be lucky enough to have common sense and the will the smile the sense to know whats right and wrong. i can take advice and give advice a friend once said I don't know who i am but i know who im not. i believe it it live it ive shared that thought.

In english or in spanish my thoughts will be paz y amor peace and love.

just excited about spending a week with my brother in puerto rico...

this week ive felt much disappointment from people not being able to be respectful and keep plans. Or my friends not realizing I need them to do the things they committed too! But im working on getting over the emotional attachment i have felt to disappointment. it is urking that not everyone can just not be a douche bag sometimes. Im not looking at it as me being selfish about time but rather that people should be considerate enough to keep the plans they committed too!!!

the spring is coming the spring is coming

aoooowwww if you don't like confrontation why do you allow it to exist???? why can't you own up to actions?? some people are weak! thats what it is thats the answer when you can't own up!!! be honest the truth sets you free. YOu would smile more if you were more honest and you would feel better inside. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I can take my shirt off and feel great!

GO TO YOGA GO TO THE GYM RUN do what makes you feel free!! but why is honesty such a rare quality??? does it take that much strength self esteem and selflessness that you can't provide? LIVE IN REALITY!! don't hurt people around you it hurts yourself at the end. You live miserable when you do wrong to others. Ive surrounded myself with many amazing people and spent some time weeding out the unnecessary and I thank EMILY for always being on my page and opening my eyes to friendship reality and self worth! shes not the only one reinstiling the faith in humanity keas love tish's reminders, katies smiles, erika always being around Vikki with the best follow ups! I mean I'm lucky but Emily going through this breakup has been refreshing to me as well!

NYC was beautiful today I'm ready for summer I'm ready to walk with my toes out aooowwwwww life is good. i feel great wok is great i vacation often i love true and i hug from the heart! can anyone see how happy i am ??? lol

its out there

.......sigh...... yes things are still good they keep getting better! I mean I can always use more money who couldn't but I am sooo excited I will be in PUERTO RICO on the 17th for the first time in 12 years!!!! actually more like 13 years!!! I am sooo excited I can't sit still It'll be the first time all the kids on my mothers side are all there at once and with each other. It will also be the first time some of them meet. I am the oldest I know all of them except my Primas new baby boy!!!

My friends keep me pumped to CT was wonderful this weekend and Im looking forward to Miami in April to hug more of my love muffins. I've been just putting it all out there my raw emotions and well if people respond positive Im happy. Im not scared of hiding under a rock! I love life I really do and I love to hug I love to laugh and be all gay and corney. Yeah sometimes Im a little to hood for my own good. But above all I appreciate you for you

at the age

Im learning Im still learning every single day things that I assumed you learn early on. Im learning about love...friendship..myself...family. I often times get walked over trying to be the "nice one" I want everone to just smile and I always think people have these big huge hearts. WRONG!! I am learning not to throw terms around like "FRIEND" and it hurts my heart.

It funny thought how sometimes the people that help point out these lessons are infact guilty of hurting you in those same ways. I always post and walk around with this smile because I have always felt loved and blessed. My smile wont change just because some people shinned a fake smle my way. They may not have had MY best interest at heart the way I had their's. But its cool I'm happier now then i've been in a lil bit. The lessons I've learned have opened my eyes and my ears to listen more closely to the voice inside others. I will not be mistaken I will not be walked over and i will not loose my faith that people are good. They smile they laugh they love! As do i my heart is not closed its not an ice box its stronger. These moments have been like my heart at the gym stronger and bigger. HA now if only my abs were stronger LOL

Life is good I still believe in the fairytales the happy endings and the above all good even if some couldn't show that to me.