Tuesday, January 11, 2011

It's magical and glistens the same way the sun glistens on ur skin covered in tanning oil on the beach . It's sparkles they way my eyes sparkle when I look at him . In facts it's as sweet and innocent as I feel around him. The fluffy texture and cold touch often compare to feelings as well. When the snow falls these days the city skips a beat. As the street are covered in the parklie powder everything shuts down. The mess that occurs simaltaniosly as it falls takes nothing Away from the magical feeling when it begins to deemed from the skies above. The element are a true wonder they are nearly unpredictable and even though often times we pray for their arrival we are more satisfied apon their departure. Mixed feelings seem to be whT I'm comprised of since 1 minute he fills me with joy but then I come back down to reality take a step back and remember it's like the snow fall cute in the start but no real drive to get going at the end

Great night great company and a nice walk home in the snow untouched

Friday, January 7, 2011

Good times

It's tough when u get so use to a certain lifestyle to get acclimated to something new. But what if the something new is ur dream?? My dream was to be here in NYC and to continue my path to success. My success path was always about work and bringing on the bacon to a family I assumed would just occur. Never in my timeline did I leave space to find mr right lol. I'm not "looking" now bit I wouldn't mind if he showed up soon . Single in new York is about as common as bagel trucks in the morning everywhere! But what keeps me okay with single in knowing I've got real friends whom I love being around so single ain't bad as long as u have alternative company

Sunday, January 2, 2011

It's crazy how emotions are uncontrollable and how intense you can feel. It doesn't matter if it's love toward someone or the way you feel about work or maybe just a situation. Emotions run right through you and some you can't even control. I can't help I love the way he smells and I can't help that his smile will always make me weak in the knees. Its an amazing feeling that a friend can hug your problems away. everytime I smell certain detergent it reminds me of brooklyn and puerto Rico . I can't even describe the warm and free sensation I feel when sunlight touches my skin. I hate the time of the month when water falls through my eyes. I do know I love when he calls me helenas :) I'm just a girl in the world filled with emotion and energy to share . My moms cupcakes me me smile and my dads laugh is contagious. I know I love the way the ocean meets the surface and how when the waves crash it's as though they drag your problems off to sea and u can be free. The nervous feeling I get around him and how I turn into a little school girl makes me Smh. At night I lay in bed and listen to the cars drive over the bridge and watch the sunset over NYC from my window. It's all so surreal to me that I'm here and this is my amazing life Im not a movie star or model and well a singing career wouldn't ever happen either. But my dreams to be surrounded by people I love has come true. Nope I'm not married and maybe he doesn't smile the same way when he sees me . But I have way more then 1 girl might get in a life time ! I'm successful have a huge!!! Amazing family I'm a dreamer and although I believe in fairy tales I know the reality. 2011 is all me baby and my emotions my wonderful feelings