Sunday, December 27, 2009

Christmas time :)

it was perfect I don't think I could have asked for more honestly. Except maybe my dad to behome but other then that it was perfect! Christmas this year was one of the best on the record books!! There was tons of food, desserts, and presents for everyone. I think everyone got everything they wanted and some!!!! It wasn't just about the presents ( although I was a bit spoiled at times) I just loved being home!!!
My mom had the best day ever!! It was soo nice to see her calm and enjoying herself. There was no alcohol so no fights were involved life was good. Almost too good. 2009 has been a year of amazing beginings and i know 2010 is going to keep the ball rolling for greatness!!

I love my baby brother who is not a baby while he towers over me!! But he worked soo hard and go everyone things they would really adore. MY mom's pants feel down at the sight of her D&G watch!
In the past were tears of sadness and pain of watching these events. As everyone argued and was drinking and it was a mess. Now the tears are of happiness that we all love being around each other. Its almost a little too perfect! hahaha you would think it was scripted but we are just making up for the last couple rough ones. I wouldn't say i want to wait 4 years for another fabulous one but if waiting 4 years makes it this perfect it was worth the wait!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

when something happens that is drug up from the past you have been avoiding is it god giving you a precious gift to live happily ever after or is the devil testing to see if you can really hold out????

Why are the challenges at times do sneaky??? Like the answer is right in front of your face.. Or is it??? is this a test to see if you can continue avoiding it or is it finally time for you to settle the past and move forward????
UGHHH how do you decipher the two???

Saturday, December 5, 2009

This are good! things are great! Im just enjoying my last few days at 24 and smiling since I'm soo lucky with where I am in my life. both physically, emotionally and spiritually !!