im in NEW YORKKKKK

The Yankees are WORLD SERIES BOUND TOMORROW!!!

My boo Ms. Alicia Keys will be preforming with front man Jay-Z tomorrow night before the All Star Yankee line up of fine assed Pin Strip wearing men take the diamond. AHHH I do really enjoy sports and well tomorrow is gonna be a good good game!

I love the Yankees not just because of the reasons listed above but I can share it with my dad. There were not many things previous to the bronx bombers my father and i chatted about. Now dad and I share a call after and before every game. I sometimes can hear the annoying static of his am radio when we were kids and he forced us to listen. For years I hated it now I LOVE IT!!
LETS GO YANKS!

check check & check

My new goals that I have listed out on paper are being more closely pursued! The update goes as follows

Started a new book,
quit PUMA,
am in the process of planning my get away trip for the next 2 weeks in either Puerto Rico or Miami maybe even both
Got a a loan payment program for 1 loans... working on the rest
got on a payment plan for 1 credit debt.... working on the rest
apologized to my mom for screaming at her
continued to reach out to people when I need help without fear of rejection
attempted to make a new friend.. didn't work on to the next one!


hummm looks like I am finally on a path to getting my life together! Still a few more things to get through but this is week #2 and a good start

miami, puerto rico, chicago, milford,

I want to run to hide under a rock.. I want to hibernate like a bear for the winter somewhere no one can find me. But when I return I want everything to be moving forward and all issues having disappeared. I just need time to stand still for just a moment! I need to stop and think uninterrupted and have time to manage my concerns!!! Its moving so quickly everything around me. The ideas in my head flow faster and faster then my actions are actually occurring. I get days off and there aren't enough hours in the day to accomplish some of my tasks let along all!
Time please please slow down I need you too..... I need to gather my thoughts and not feel like your quicksand sucking me in. I am on the right path leading to the road and eventually the succesfull highway. The path has been hard to make out at time and I can finally see the ground and know what direction. BUT i need a moment to read my map again!! I would like a small escape somewhere. I just am not sure where to go

whos in your corner??

Angie has said this in the past but it seems to be sweeping the ears of those close around us.
hang out with 9 broke people be the 10! hang out with 9 rich people be the 10th! I like to change Rich to successful so that it isn't confused that money creates your value. I really have had this all around me in my head, my ears and even in my face as she posted it. The responses that she got were great for the most part!

I have taken it, thought and really started to evaluate my corner. Its hard for me to narrow to just 9 people in my corner that are successful as I am blessed to have so many people around me making moves. I just need to continue to empower myself and those around me. I have finished my leadership book Monday morning leadership and have complied new goals.

I have written my goals down on paper with a pen! When you write them you follow them. I have also given myself a time-line with each goal. I did reserve some rooms for dreams. Goals start with dreams so I can't give up on those. I have been continually challenging change and moving forward! I'm not stopping either, when all of these goals are check check checked NEXT!!! Its easy to be so positive when I have 9 successful people around me!

courage

please let me wake up tomorrow and have the courage to let go an move forward. Please give me the strength to believe in what I need to happen whole-heartedly. I need to take a leap of faith with my forward movement at work. I can and will believe in a positive outcome for this. I will not be scared or nervous. I will walk in and put it all on the table.

please send me too!!!

Of course I would like to meet Oprah and go to the show I mean who wouldn't. I would love to chat with her about the things that people my age struggle with. or what REALLY happens in college, drugs sex and studies. But I'll get on Oprahs couch soon enough I know I will

Please send me to Rachael RAY!!!! My cooking is getting great I need new ideas and I wanna see how she does it!!!! SEND ME TO HERRRRR

Ellen is soo freaking hillarious and she gives the best prizes ever!!! I just watched half an episode she gave away.. 2 $500 gift cards.... 3 Wiis... Boston Redsox playoff tickets.... bop its and a hole bunch of lil prizes SEND ME SEND ME!!!

cook book for life

You know one with the reciepes telling you exactly what to do.. Its crazy though the reciepies you create yourself tend to be the best.

I have to say I am extremely blessed in every way possible. However I can't seem to find a damn job that I am comfortable with in all aspects. WTF!! The most recent melo drama is that now that i have no car it takes me 2.5 hours to get to work almost 3!!! i ride the subway for 15-20 mins then the train for 1 hour roughly before the 1.5 hour bus ride. I have to say that leaving when its dark our side and returning while its dark outside is a real drag!! Commuting in any form just isn't for me. I LIVE IN NEW YORK FUCKING CITY!! why am i commuting anywhere???? I'm still awaiting this job transfer with PUMA that they haven't granted me yet. Due to the fact my manager doesn't wanna loose me. He's clueless or acts clueless that he is about to loose me to another company all together. I pray I hear back good news tomorrow from them because my two weeks are flying in on Columbus day with or without another job lined up!
I'm gonna jump take the chance and believe whole hearted that I can and will get another job quickly!

city exploration

What a wonderful weekend soo far! Its saturday night I'm not really trying to hit the streets I was in them all day today!! keas still here for a few more days :( I've really enjoyed her being here the last month we have all been enjoying her company.
last night we went to some strange house party. Everyone was really nice wasn't really my scene but none the less I enjoyed my time. Today I decided not to go to work and then we took off in the rain to a few art installations. In between the exhibits we stopped in China town for a 30 minute $20 massage. AMAZING!!!! Since my accident the other day my back has been in need of some love and this lil asian woman worked magic! It was the best 20 bucks spent. Followed by Korean lunch was another enjoyable china town experience
Korean rice noodles were delectable with shredded beef. Kea had a spicy ramon soup yum! I has not realized how much I enjoy asian food sushi, noodles, soup rice keep it coming! Of course I love anything with carbs involved. I suppose I had better not be lazy and get my butt in gear to go explore the lower east side. SUMMER is over :( and well Fall is mighty chilly so far :( that means winter is right around the corner eeekkkkk