Thursday, May 28, 2009

things to get done

I've been really good with focusing and it seems like every time I check something Off my list 2 things happen 1 I start slacking and 2 something major gets added to my list.

  1. I finally bought a bed but now need a frame
  2. i am still getting tickets on a car in miami that once was registered to me and never got towed from my old building!!! How the hell are they ticketing me???? 366 fucking dollars
  3. I need to get a new door for my room
  4. I NEED a haircut
  5. get back on track with school loans
  6. start working out again
  7. call mi tia y abuela
  8. get my rosetta stone
  9. i need and IPOD!!!
  10. sign up for an easy pass
  11. donate some of my clothes to the poor I don't need
  12. find a hobby to make some friends

mainly these things require funds which I will be attaining but I need to prioritize and stop getting tickets I rode through the ez pass by mistake today thats another 100$ ticket!

getting personal

I AM totally having a moment right now!!!!
i felt evil a little bit ago I had some strange thoughts about my Mom.... I know I'll get through this and smile at the end because thats what Im good at

Money has arrived

Money is what I call Kerry! I thugged her out a little bit ahaha and besides then I'll always have money in the bank. But she's visiting her family in NJ and we made the trip to NYC and she came to see my pad and life here. I'm so happy to see her and hang we just sat around talking.
We started the day by grabbing some Blue Moons at a bar in NJ with a Spinach Dip. My favorite little appetizer!! We toured her house and her town where she grew up it was soo cute.
Then we came back to the city toured my new town and headed out to grab some Mexican food. I am obsessed with guacamole so we went to my usual spot. The whole day was so peaceful and all we did was reminisce about the good old days.

I love looking back with my friends cause they remember so much!! Money and I have been through a lot together much like my other friends and I look back and smile. We have been on trips and adventures then other days just laid around. I adore my friends and memories, it saddens me when they want me to move back because as much as I miss the Miami years chapter. In my book that city is closed, now I'm moving forward here with all of them a phone call or text message away.

small inspirations

I like to walk through the world with my ears and eyes open! I've been walking through learning from everyone around me and grabbing inspiration from some interesting places. Mainly I get inspired by my friends they all have an uncanny ability to post or text email or call me about something my head has been thinking about. Lately much like Miss. Latisha I have been pondering my own next move. She like many other of my friends have attained the goals they set to be at during this point of their lives. They key question seems to keep dragging everyone down is whats next...

When your 5 or 6 your twenties seem light years away. When you get to your twenties and your in "adulthood" you feel rushed to reach whatever that next step is. I keep explaining to all of them that we should feel blessed to be where we have reached as not everyone in the world is as lucky as my friends. Many of you are teachers, store managers, work with celebrities on different levels, and some of you have families. Children are said to be the greatest blessing. I'm just not there yet. My dream has always been to live in New York for some big corporate company and just live a life I was enjoying.

Well I'm here in the Big Apple great apartment just landed a job with growth opportunity and I may not having a flourishing relationship or bank account but I'm going to attain one before the other. So much like Latisha I'm where I dreamed I would be at this point. Although I was always a dreamer and a boy chaser as a little girl so my Prince Charming is still somewhere. But looking back at the struggles I've gone through to get where I am. I got here pretty easily! Maybe I'm not pushing my self hard enough to get further ahead since I am comfortable with where I am???

Monday, May 25, 2009

evil

Well I noticed the house was somewhat different. The 3rd roommate came home to my surprise, I thought he was in LA doing god knows what. But anyway he totally found his Louie V shades in my glasses case and took them back :(....... I was enjoying the time stuntin in his shades. But more importantly I know hes gonna want to flip on me for having them. I can not lie I hope it makes him want to move out!!!! I just don't want him in here! Its soo annoying that hes never here his shit is here and hes just plain old annoying....

I'm normally not mean but hes just erking me "living" here at least clean your mess up and keep it in your room if your never ever gonna be around!

Friday, May 22, 2009

ME!!!

I am soo tired right now! Im exhausted from constantly catering around everyone else's schedules at the moment. I know it sounds selfish but I would have loved to just sleep in today and tote around New York. Instead I got little sleep, awoke early and drove 2.5 hours ( its not an extra half hour these days) to PA to come have dinner with the family. I enjoy being close to home and getting to POP in and out but sometimes I just want to actually have a DAY OFF! Very soon i will have a mini vacation that will be all about ME!!! In the mean time my head ace and I are going to go attend dinner. I hope my head ace decides to not stay!

gotta go they are rushing me out the house