sometimes i have to stop and pinch myself! I just never dreamed I would be so lucky in life. We always as children dream these big dreams of wants and needs like jobs and material objects but we don't often say when I grow up I wanna feel safe and secure.
Often times we take for grante the smiles and laughs we share but bitch and moan when sadness occurs. We are not always thankful for the positive but cant stop complaining at the nagative.

We all set different goals and wants in life and although not always 100% satisfied everyone around me has it pretty damn good. I know it because i have it amazing. I've loved my job here in NYC and made some really A+ friends. and my older friends havn't left me out to dry either. I just am smiling knowing i picked the best of the bunch and I enjoy my time laughing till i can't breathe, smiling so hard my face hurts and spending our last few pennies on each other. xoxox

hebron plantation

Once again adidas has proven to give me an experience I had not earlier imagined. I have been in Florence Kentuky for the last 7 days. living out of a suitcase rocking nothing but 3 stripes at the Hebron tent sale.

When I say we have been doing work I'm hoping that the emphasis of work really comes acorss. Our team of selected employees from across the country came together to put on a 3 days sale and gross over 1 million dollars. It was amazing totally amazing.
Tuesday we flew in ate dinner and introduced ourselves to our new adifamilia. Wed at 8:30 am in 50 degree weather we reported and began unloading 10 trucks worth of merchandise. Finally when Thursday night rolled around after 2 12 hour days we got it all together.

Friday morning people camped out from 4 am to shop the adidas bargains of sneakers, athletic apparel and smiles on kids faces were priceless. The people of Hebron love us and we have grown to love each other.

This company has proven to change people into the better by offering them different situations. I came in alone and ready to work I'm leaving tired well feed and with a few new vaction spots to visit my new friends. We eat like kings every day and night we laugh we joke we have drinks and swim together. As much as I have been dying to get back to NYC and be with my crew. I am going to miss my new adi-friends from HEEEbbronnnn

only female in my crew

I didn't plan it but i happened again the energy is crazy in adidas. i always felt like my Miami crew was so golden and they totally are nothing ever changed. People i meat there will be in my life forever.

But i totally have met some great people in my new store and we have a great vibe together. I've been lucky to share some great events stories and laughs with them. Even some tears.

Whoa I think my future arrived a little bit sooner then i thought it would. Career wise. I mean i might be jumping ahead of myself and i have worked really hard to get where I am but its moving fast. Not too fast but at a quicker pace then I expected so putting my mind to it and staying focused!

smiling that I am where I planned to be

WOW!!

So i am really just stuck today Rock and a hard place. I feel again as though my gold fish got flushed or my sunshine stolen. The act of another individual that is a friend has betrayed my trust. On a level i can't explain.

trust is a funny thing and when you loose it from someone the pain doesn't seem to subside easily

ignorance is bliss but the truth sets you free

situation by situation I've learned it always surfaces an i do great with the truth but never well with lies.

kicked in the nuts

I've had some pretty amazing friendships in my time! I'm always referring to some of them as besties and I'm lucky to have the amount of wonderful people around me that I do. Some ppl never get one Ive had lots of glamorous and unglamorous moments.

Sometimes I wish i could take back a few of the moments and make them a little more magical but then again the bad times make the good times even sweeter.

I just had tried to erase her I never imagine her popping up. I always hopped i'd walk into her in NYC i mean I work around the corner from her old or current job. I even take the bus to canarsie sometimes. Then when Jordana was suppose to bring her to my house i was speechless.
It wasn't till tonight till she popped up on my computer screen via facebook that she seemed closer then ever. She isn't dead she's just moved past me and well past us. I wish her nothing but the best and i know one day we will eventually speak and until then I guess i know she is alive and still fabulous from her pic.

fridays

it was a long day at work my fairy godmother was in the building the pressure to perform was on but now it feels more natural then ever. I know what to do and I do it well. I enjoy learning from her its great. She feeds me knowledge when she isn't even trying

but tonight has been so relaxing I was tired but i walked i saved on the train.It is a swift 30 mins home it goes quickly. Friday night walking is an experience. I'm still rocking my 3 stripes but the mini dresses and heels are on the others. I did a quick grocery run for cupcake mix humus and chicken.

lunch is prepared for tomorrow cupcakes for my staff and for me a relaxing night enjoying sex & the city 2 ahhhht eh irony of sex in the city on an uneventful friday. I havn't stopped laughing i love this movie