patience

I do not like to wait for anything!! I have always known patience is an important quality to have but I really have none. I get easily aggravated and easy discouraged at times. The computer moves to slow, traffic the lines at Jamba Juice and now hearing back from the 3 strips! I waited a year to see my mom and these next 2 weeks can't move quick enough to just hug her!

I think its more my laziness that gets in the way of my successes sometimes. And maybe I'm scared to really challenge Change. I hold on to the past with boys and friends. I am learning to dive into the deep end and learn to swim when I'm in already. I have always been the kind to walk from the shallow end. AHHHH JUMP!!! JUST LEAP !!