when is enough enough???? How do we know when limits are pushed whether it be ours or someone elses??? How do you signal to someone that you just can't deal anymore be it the situation in the moment or the situation in general. Its no secret people grow apart. The fabulous thing about this life is that it is a mystery and we are creatures that are ever changing and ever evolving. I read once that life is a mystery that relationships are mysteries.

That due to the fact that every situation changes us we never really know who we are or who they are. Its not scary its beautiful the thought that every day we are changing in a positive manner is amazing. Some people unfortunately are not as socially developed to be able to prosper but rather try to bring others down. What happens when friends make you feel down??? how do you approach? how do you know its time to take a step back from someones selfishness???

spring is here its finally here

yumm good street eats make sunny nyc days all the more enjoyable!!!

my new spring do!! aooowww she is a fuckin lady and embracing nyc

the trees blossum in nyc all smiles and sunshine

heart to heart

Unconditional love~

where the hell does it come from? where is this idea of love everlasting created and how does the feeling swim so deep in your heart? I don't get it are we are pre-programed with this unconditional love for family? Do you love the father you never knew just because everyone around you loves their dads? Does the mother that can't seem to get it together loose your unconditional love because your tired? Tired of being hurt and disappointed? What about your siblings? are they even people you would befriend in life had you been given the option? Whats so special ? why do we love them too the moon and back for as long as forever? All because the same blood pumps through our veins? Thank you mom for the birth canal but if she doesn't live up to your expectations does the unconditional change???

I love my family and i know why I love them. I also know that they upset me and some of them have hurt me. I also just wonder where this love comes from! we fall in and out of love with boyfriends and friends but whats sooo strong about this family love???

I met my cousins for the first time as adults and I love them I instantly want to protect them and guide them hug and kiss them. My brother who i adore and have been heart broken in the past when he was not around recently pissed me off! I mean really crossed the line with his behavior. So much it made me stop and think.... I wouldn't allow any friends or any boyfriend to treat me like this... so why the hell is he??? Do i accept it because he is family??? i mean I told him but the question lingers in the air when is enough enough????

Welcome to my Puerto Rico

not exactly a private jet just yet but at least i got to walk to tar mat and bid see you later to my island until we meet again

Th beach is not the only place to gather your thoughts but as you peer down the mountian side and your eyes follow the hills that seem never ending your mind gets lost in the thoughts. It was truly calming standing in the wind a top the mountian side by side with my primas y primos

mi isla how wonderful and breath taking it was! I was all smiles from ear to ear feeling the warm sun kiss my skin and the cool breaze whisk against me I fel safe at the top of the dangerous mountian side like nothing else was there.

wise old owl

Sometimes it is just what it is.
A feeling someone gives you butterflies because its a reminder of how special something can be.
No need for us to over annalze every moment.

At 23 you should be content with dating and meeting people face to face. I don't think any fairytale had a princess on her laptop at midnight searching for a man. I also know no princess was working 2 jobs and going to school. let it happen in time.

don't be taken back when someone offers you good advice everyone comes in your life for different reasons be greatful

smile

its okay to forgive and be friends with someone that hurt you but keep your gaurd up and don't let them in your safe zone; moving on is tough especially after love but don't dwell take the lessons be a good person and well don't give them the opportunity to hurt you

whats drama???

love hurts its hard it smells it feels great but its not a hobby or something to obsess over it happens in time and remember there are different loves for different people

let it out! share it with the world on some level or another

xoxox

paz y amor

You dont get to pick your family. you don't get to change who you were born to and who else is in your tree. Some of us never know the people so they say those of us who have any kinda of relationship with the people in our tree should be consider it a blessing. I always have or at least recently. ive explored more into the love of family i felt hurt when i was younger bothered by things that occured. It was never as bad as it could have been. Never have I had to live through the things my parents lived through and fought to keep me from.

Puerto Rico was a deep emotional ride. 1 week 1 house 1 family. 1 big mess for some 1 big deep breath of fresh air for others. My girlie prima lindas and I really bonded although they speak spanish i speak english we made it work. i truly have a love for those girls. Because of who they are and i will make sure to protect them as much as i can. Not with my muscles or strength from someone but with my positivity towards life. I have been blessed to be positive and be lucky enough to have common sense and the will the smile the sense to know whats right and wrong. i can take advice and give advice a friend once said I don't know who i am but i know who im not. i believe it it live it ive shared that thought.

In english or in spanish my thoughts will be paz y amor peace and love.

just excited about spending a week with my brother in puerto rico...

this week ive felt much disappointment from people not being able to be respectful and keep plans. Or my friends not realizing I need them to do the things they committed too! But im working on getting over the emotional attachment i have felt to disappointment. it is urking that not everyone can just not be a douche bag sometimes. Im not looking at it as me being selfish about time but rather that people should be considerate enough to keep the plans they committed too!!!