The Puma way says that change is a challenge and that we should accept the challenge of change! words I have been striving lately to live by and well they put it together perfectly!

involved

I am actively going to be part of Iraria setting up her new women's group
I am looking for a Spanish class to take
I am still exploring new options for my future as far as schooling
Sallie Mae and I are going to be back on track after tomorrow
I miss my Mommy a great deal and can't wait to hug her
Racheal Ray & I have a new found love affair my cooking has stepped its game up
Today I didn't get tan at the beach :(
Victor was right I do be feelin myself and I am not gonna stop!!
While at work I am going to continue to strive to be the best!!!
Kea is coming up and I am really looking forward to a month of exploration and new discoveries of the north east!!!
Money still hasn't called and shes been in NJ for 3 days :(
I am anxiously awaiting the video from T La C
I'm gonna start working out again

blonde

Kourtney is my favorite but I am LOVING KIMS BLONDE!!!! I am feeling a little daring. Kea of course pointed out to me why is it that when we are challanged to change our hair is the first to suffer? Reggie broke her heart she changed her look.... I do the same I am not fearless however last month mine was long and black this month I am chopped up with Bangs and exploring for a new color. Change is not something I am good at but as time passes it becomes easier to change hair color, cities, jobs friends and change the way people treat me! I am an advocate for change and I demand respect for everyone from everyone starting with myself! So whether it is some fabulous rich socialite dealing with change , a chesse loving princess or one of my stunning ladies I want everyone to step to changing more then just their hair color but how they are respected by those in their air!

the friends

Well last week was awesome!!! I absolutely had a rocking good time with Max and his Friend Chad Terika too!! The 3 of them were NYC virgins!!! It was the nuttiest thing they didn't know anything!!! It was delightful to watch them in pure amazement at the building sizes, the lights, the traffic, how people are crawling everywhere like roaches! They really were taken back by the experience. We dinned we walked we ate we drank and we saw the sights! Steak dinners cocktails chillin on the block. My favorite stop was finally eating at Rice to Riches from Sex & the City!! I especially just loved the hugs.... The hugs kept going when Tish & Stevie came along in Union Square park!

They are NyC veterans from other cities it was nice to hug them and learn about their experiences with the City. Shes a big place this city and lots of people manage to have such similar engagements here. Stevie was informative about a few places to visit. he also shared that he too had similar issues meeting people. It was overall just refreshing to see their smiling in love faces.

Joey T stopped in from Cali we had a rooftop encounter took a few quick pictures hugged it out and off we went. Seeing familiar faces in your new home is a great feeling. I'm so proud of everyone and their movements. From opening companies to staring in music videos or moving across country to pursue a dream. often times we forget to stop smell the roses and remind people how special they are! They certainly all made me feel like the most luck girl in nyc

monday

what a helss of a great weekend will report soon about the fabulous NYC things we did!!! For now I know this is the FRESH start to a FRESH week and a FRESH positive move forward!!! The sun is shinning I'm NOT running late and well the magic is in the air!!!

Ralph Lauren

In watching the news today I discovered that Ralph Lauren was profitable this quarter!!! What does that mean you ask. Perhaps that was my sign to follow my previous dreams as a 15 year old and work as a buyer for Ralphie Baby!!!! THEY ARE HIRING!!! Now if I can find an in to the company that would be great!!! Time to put my head forward and start discovering what the next step is!!!!!

I don't think Eirlean is gonna bail me outta this one

please help

my school loans are coming in from all directions!!! I really took out that much money for the degree i don't use???? OMG!! I am sufficating in debt over that "education" i recieved and now i got a letter from another company I did not even know I owed :( i'm really freaking out over this... How in the world do they want me to pay all of this off and still eat????

Obama if your out there CALL ME!!! I need your help

I am so serious this is out of control !!! ahhhhh I want to go back to school and I will never ever be done paying for the first round ! I can't even afford to file an application :(

I'm still smiling though At least i have a degree