tat tat tat it up

I'm not one for tattoos i express this all the time!! I have yet to find anything that means enough to me to be placed on my blank canvas for life.... however lately I have been falling in love with some interestingly placed tats and I might just be considering.... lets not get to excited though i don't think I am wild enough for this Thats RIGHT I"M NOT WILD!!!!

NYC update!!

The city life ahhhhhh!!!!

So the apt is coming along the 3rd roomie is moving out tomorrow so that means a bigger room for me YEA!! Honestly work is kicking my ass who the hell would have thought that working a retail job would be so demanding!!!??? I have to say I am still searching for something that is more fulfilling but this for now is keeping gas in my car, food on my table and nourishing the part of me that stays humble and grateful to be employed in this world! ( yeah yeah i like run on sentences!!) looking forward to this weekend a ton of people will be in NYC this weekend and I need a good visit from my Miami homies. Hopefully they bring all that warm sun shinny weather!! Can't wait for Thursday to be off and just wear my new cowboy boots!!! going to be smiling because I am in charge of my life and safely tucked in my Manhattan apartment living the dream!!

first time for everything

Please give me the strength to keep moving forward... please guide me through my insecurities and keep me humble.... As time passes and confusion continues don't stop with the signs the little ones the luminous ones.. the confusing or the straight forward...... Change is a challenge one that is not easy and comes from deep within sometimes. Continue to remind me I can do it and I am whatever I create for myself..... although the road to here as been quick with sharp turns I haven't fallen off the path!! I may have been sidetracked but I keep pushing forward and discovering inspiration through many outlets. I will not give up I promise.... I will use my resources, my courage and my surroundings to achieve more then I thought possible.... Please just help me to discover the next step as I am the utmost grateful for what I have received till now I will show my gratitude by striving for more!!!

I love FABULOUS!!! I needdddd to get the album that dropped today

the weekend continued

Monday made a three day weekend for me and it also marked yet another memorable day for me. Randomly explored NYC with Joseph and Ozzy it was sooo fun!! We did random touristy stuff and just went to different Steve Maddens in which I got a pair I was in love with for only $19.99 they were originally $130!!!! wooohooooo

We went to pollos job racked up on some belts then hit it over to M&M world. That place is like an amusement park and OMG they don't get mad if you eat the M&Ms!!! Then we hit it over to the biggest toy store in the world!!! The evening ended with dinner at my house cooked by yours truly!

We had pasta its fast and cheap but it was extra tasty!!!

How did I ever get soo lucky to enjoy such an amazing weekend. & as for my hang time with Juice it was like old times old old times. Before the butterflies flew into my stomach, before the smile sent chills down my back. It was great it really was

Six Flags fun

Yesterday was awesome!!! I went to Six Flags with the guy I've been dating and we had a blast!! I have no say we were really both leaning away from each other and haven't hung out in a hot minute. So initially when we were still going to six flags together I thought it was gonna be wack. BUT! I had an awesome time with him! We rode the rides, played the games we ate we talked it was all and all a great day! I was a fat ass though all i wanted to do was eat and eat! Quiznos after the park ( his idea my favorite spot) was the perfect ending to a perfect day!

Now I'm sore from my Run and the millions of miles we walked yesterday and today is YANKEE DAY!!!

My dad my Bro & his chick are all going to the YANKEE GAME!! I can't wait they should be here in an hour!! wooohoooo Today is gonna be great!

I've been loving this weekend

Friday night

Update Friday night was rough!! I dunno what the hell came over me but i was feeling a bit emotional ( as per usual these days)!! I got home from work and I just grabbed Pollos I pod and started running!! Its been a long time since I ran! i was like Forrest I couldn't stop. In fact I ran to Brooklyn and back!!! I finally made it over the Brooklyn Bridge. I did it all by myself too!! I stopped to enjoy the bridge and read some of the literature. Come to find out the man that originally started the bridge died and his son took over the project. Then when he became ill and could no longer visit the site HIS WIFE finished the project!! ( Strong women in 1887!! That's what i like to hear)

Running the bridge at 11 pm in a frenzy of anger and confusion was just what I needed to do. I cleared my head I checked something off my NYC list and I got locked outta the house. That was too funny!!

My cab driver that evening was great his views on life were one in the same as mine! reminding me that other people think and share the same ideals and thoughts I have. So all this questioning I've been doing lately was all for nothing. I'm not nuts issues only come from miscommunication. The cab driver thought he was having a regular conversation little did he know he was reconfirming my thoughts! Thanks Cabby!