I absolutely hate the parking game here!!! I mean I get more tickets then a little bit. i have been doing my best to avoid anymore! Its easy now that I don't go to the Bronx anymore cause their apartment is like ticket hell for me. But today I got the most expensive one yet! I got a $115.00 ticket for parking in a saftey zone. BULLSH*T cars park there ALLLL of the time and never get tickets. and I got one today I am sooo sick of this I think since I have Florida plates they try to play me! I paid the other tickets but this one I am fighting I took pictures and everything this is CRAP!!!
NYC stop trying to get rich off of me!!!!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
My Daddy
I hate aging I hate this whole getting older and understanding the world. I prefer to stay in my neieve nest and live things out there. I am scared I am terrified I don't like to think of bad things but the reality is that I want to be prepared for the worst incase it occurs. Its pretty well known fact that my poppa bear is sick. My father is nearing old and well his health isn't getting any younger either. I hate hearing all these stories about people passing and loosing their parents.
Recently my Uncles wifes mother passed leaving a few young children behind with no father. It was so sudden she had a heart attack and died. I hate hate hate hearing things like this. She was young in her late 40's and was a good women Gladis wasn't ready to go yet. I can't imagine how these kids are dealing with the pain. I get so nervous when I call my Dad and he sounds bad it breaks me into a hundred pieces. I walk with it everyday worried and even more worried that Im not spending enough time with him or talking to him enough.
I make it a point when Im home to have lunch with him and spend the afternoon talking and learning more about his amazing life. My father has had the most fulfilling life ever and he's got the craziest stories. I love hearing them! But I don't ever want there to be a day when I can't just call him and ask him how to cook something or how to say something in Spanish. My fathers wife's father just passed last week and well he died alone in his house and no one knew when he passed. I hate when my dad calls and tells me these things. It just freaks me out!!! DAD I LOVE YOU and I NEED you here FOREVER!!!! I can't even stomach the idea of anything happening to him. My dads the most forgiving person I know. He is a true gentleman and he cares about everyone else before himself. I hope the man I marry one day will embody the same gentleman like qualities that my dad has.
Recently my Uncles wifes mother passed leaving a few young children behind with no father. It was so sudden she had a heart attack and died. I hate hate hate hearing things like this. She was young in her late 40's and was a good women Gladis wasn't ready to go yet. I can't imagine how these kids are dealing with the pain. I get so nervous when I call my Dad and he sounds bad it breaks me into a hundred pieces. I walk with it everyday worried and even more worried that Im not spending enough time with him or talking to him enough.
I make it a point when Im home to have lunch with him and spend the afternoon talking and learning more about his amazing life. My father has had the most fulfilling life ever and he's got the craziest stories. I love hearing them! But I don't ever want there to be a day when I can't just call him and ask him how to cook something or how to say something in Spanish. My fathers wife's father just passed last week and well he died alone in his house and no one knew when he passed. I hate when my dad calls and tells me these things. It just freaks me out!!! DAD I LOVE YOU and I NEED you here FOREVER!!!! I can't even stomach the idea of anything happening to him. My dads the most forgiving person I know. He is a true gentleman and he cares about everyone else before himself. I hope the man I marry one day will embody the same gentleman like qualities that my dad has.
day in the life
My NYC life is so simple right now.. I haven't too much to do really I work and that is really it. Its still a little chilly outside and plus Im financially not able to enjoy NYC just yet.... Today was my day off I didn't drive home. I feel a tad bit guilty about not going to see the family but i wanted a DAY OFF. I chilled woke up early went to the Brooklyn Library. I was over whelmed and some guy hit on me while I was in sweat pants called me beautiful so I guess that was nice.
After my roomie made me pancakes then I took a nap for a few hours ahhhhhhh peacefulness for once. When I awoke we went back to Brooklyn and went shopping at Target where we got some house things then visited Angie and Errol. Came home ate again and now Im here!
Ahhhh peaceful day with myself just what I needed after all this being sick and stressing about work.
After my roomie made me pancakes then I took a nap for a few hours ahhhhhhh peacefulness for once. When I awoke we went back to Brooklyn and went shopping at Target where we got some house things then visited Angie and Errol. Came home ate again and now Im here!
Ahhhh peaceful day with myself just what I needed after all this being sick and stressing about work.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
wish list
Its clear I have a lot on my mind but these are some things that I need to purchase in order to keep life flowing
1. A BED!!!! Please I need a Full size bed
2. front tires for my car
3. Rosetta Stone
4. Plane ticket to Miami
5. full length Mirror
6. bed set for my new bed
7. a winning lotto ticket to pay off my school loans
8. insurance to get my wisdom teeth pulled
9. a new outfit to go job hunting in!!!
10. a new outfit to go man hunting in ( bahahahaha)
11. curtians for my room
12. THE BED!!!!!!!!
They are all coming in time slowly and surely I will attain everything on this list
1. A BED!!!! Please I need a Full size bed
2. front tires for my car
3. Rosetta Stone
4. Plane ticket to Miami
5. full length Mirror
6. bed set for my new bed
7. a winning lotto ticket to pay off my school loans
8. insurance to get my wisdom teeth pulled
9. a new outfit to go job hunting in!!!
10. a new outfit to go man hunting in ( bahahahaha)
11. curtians for my room
12. THE BED!!!!!!!!
They are all coming in time slowly and surely I will attain everything on this list
postive & more positive
I am strong minded and determined I know that reason these rough patches occur are because I am able to over come them with a smile and positive outlook. I have always been able to learn and move past these rocky roads and in NY nothing is different. There are times I miss my life in Miami however, it was just as windy and prosperous as New York soon shall become. I may be sick and sick and tired of certain things but this is a dream I'm following and I'm playing the leading role!
Today was a wonderful 80 degree day I of course am still under the weather and tomorrow it will rain UGH! BUT the Summer is coming and so is my new summer body!!!!
Today was a wonderful 80 degree day I of course am still under the weather and tomorrow it will rain UGH! BUT the Summer is coming and so is my new summer body!!!!
More signs
Its the way you choose to read! I sometimes think maybe all these signs I'm getting I am reading wrong or maybe I just want it to be right so I'm believing they are right.... Who knows but what I do know is that today on my 2 mile walk home I read a sign that said I TEACH NYC!!!
I am learning more about these career opportunities in New York City with teaching and I am going to to continue to follow this path. Well at least for right now I need to follow some path because this retail game just went cold on me real quick!
I am learning more about these career opportunities in New York City with teaching and I am going to to continue to follow this path. Well at least for right now I need to follow some path because this retail game just went cold on me real quick!
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