Everything continues to be aligned in my world from the phone calls at the right time, horoscopes that match my day perfectly and well signs that are litterally signs!!!
but still am i missing the signs??? am i not reading them properly???
Thursday, April 16, 2009
possibilities
I have always had big dreams growing up I wanted to be the first woman president of the United States. Well.... I still have time but till I get there
maybe i can
Teach?
I do love to teach people and well I don't dislike kids as much as I pretend so I am going to research more about the opportunities here in New York
ahhh the career path will continue until the hunger is satisfied I'm not going to be dissapointed since my first career didn't work the way I expected My first day of college the first thing I learned was that our generation is expected to have complete career changes by the time we retire so this is change numbero 1!!!
maybe i can
Teach?
I do love to teach people and well I don't dislike kids as much as I pretend so I am going to research more about the opportunities here in New York
ahhh the career path will continue until the hunger is satisfied I'm not going to be dissapointed since my first career didn't work the way I expected My first day of college the first thing I learned was that our generation is expected to have complete career changes by the time we retire so this is change numbero 1!!!
adult hood continues
Well I got the job I had prayed and prayed for! I worked hard for it I deserved it but now that I have it is NOTHING like what I expected or that I want in my life!!!! The job isn't taking me to the next level in any way. I am not learning anything new I am not advancing my career and well the money on top of that isn't even that good!
Money aside though there are not many positives at this job yeah the staff is great the hours are pretty good and I got free clothes but seriously No water cooler, no microwave, no breaks and NO ROOM FOR GROWTH now hours getting cut...... why did they open this store if they didn't want anyone to work for them????
what do i want to do with my life I'm 24 still in my rebirth and now my career path needs a makeover
Money aside though there are not many positives at this job yeah the staff is great the hours are pretty good and I got free clothes but seriously No water cooler, no microwave, no breaks and NO ROOM FOR GROWTH now hours getting cut...... why did they open this store if they didn't want anyone to work for them????
what do i want to do with my life I'm 24 still in my rebirth and now my career path needs a makeover
Sunday, April 12, 2009
a tree in Nyc

The next morning When i was awake the city rained and rained.... there was though a glimer of sunshine on the darkness this tree has blossomed!! The first sign of a new spring and a new begining for both the tree and myself yet again. Another bump in the road another lesson learned.... ahhhhh adult hood... it was so much easier when they had cooties and my parents packed my lunch sent me to school where I say dreamed safely
friday I did it I SPAZZED!!!! I let it all out!!! It should have read danger warning danger warning she is about to BLOW!!!!
Enough was enough I had it bottled in I couldn't take it I sent it through the shock waves from my fingers to his ( its so sad how ppl communicate today) It wasn't the right time the right place and I was in the right dress!!! But I exploded..... It was the last drop of water to fit in my cup of disappointment........
I can't say I felt all that much better but at least its out in open air instead of sufficating my body
Enough was enough I had it bottled in I couldn't take it I sent it through the shock waves from my fingers to his ( its so sad how ppl communicate today) It wasn't the right time the right place and I was in the right dress!!! But I exploded..... It was the last drop of water to fit in my cup of disappointment........
I can't say I felt all that much better but at least its out in open air instead of sufficating my body
Saturday, April 11, 2009
today
Feeling like the weather on this rainy new york afternoon stuck at work
nothing but water spilling from my eyes
i am strong
But i am human
I have been hurt
nothing but water spilling from my eyes
i am strong
But i am human
I have been hurt
Monday, April 6, 2009
sour dream
I took a risk a chance and a leap when I moved to the big apple. Although no one is ever 100% content with their situation in Miami I was pretty content. So out of fear of being to comfortable and not moving forward I packed up and shipped out! I arrived I have a wonderful APT!!! My place is awesome and Im happy there. The work situation well not so hott...
SLVR is turning out poopie so far to say the least... I love my co- workers but the job is not challenging at all! I feel like I'm at a stand still with it I don't learn anything new and there doesn't appear to be any room for growth at the current moment.
They do not offer benefits to ANYONE unless your the actual store manager and no one can have 40 hours other then the manager! The store isn't generating the sales that they planned so we have no WATER COOLER or Microwave!!! We work 9 hour days then are not allowed to leave the building for breaks... but there is not WATER or MICRO!!! I'm done working for "NEW" companies after JetCard PLus and this Im sticking to well oiled machines from now on.
Im staying positive while I join the search with the other 50,000 unhappy new yorkers who are under paid over worked or without any job.... ( i should be happy i get a pay check)
SLVR is turning out poopie so far to say the least... I love my co- workers but the job is not challenging at all! I feel like I'm at a stand still with it I don't learn anything new and there doesn't appear to be any room for growth at the current moment.
They do not offer benefits to ANYONE unless your the actual store manager and no one can have 40 hours other then the manager! The store isn't generating the sales that they planned so we have no WATER COOLER or Microwave!!! We work 9 hour days then are not allowed to leave the building for breaks... but there is not WATER or MICRO!!! I'm done working for "NEW" companies after JetCard PLus and this Im sticking to well oiled machines from now on.
Im staying positive while I join the search with the other 50,000 unhappy new yorkers who are under paid over worked or without any job.... ( i should be happy i get a pay check)
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